The Musings of Jaime David
The Musings of Jaime David
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The writings of some random dude on the internet

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Tag: life

  • The Web of Everything: Why Life and Politics Are Interconnected

    The Web of Everything: Why Life and Politics Are Interconnected

    People like to talk about politics as if it’s just a spectrum. Left to right. Blue to red. Or maybe, for the more nuanced, as a political compass — with economic and social axes crisscrossing each other in neat little quadrants. But to me, the more I think about it, the more time that passes, the more I live, the more I observe — I don’t see it as a spectrum. I don’t even see it as a graph. I see it as a web.

    A vast, intricate, ever-evolving web — full of intersections, tensions, overlaps, and contradictions. Every strand connects to another in ways most people don’t even realize. You tug on one part of the web, and it vibrates in another area that might seem unrelated. But it’s all connected. Every action, every movement, every event in politics — and in life — sets off reactions somewhere else.

    People sometimes tell me, “That sounds complicated.”
    And I tell them, “It is. Because life is complicated.”

    It’s funny — I think about how people want to simplify things to make sense of them. They want to draw lines, categorize ideas, box everything up into something clean and easy to understand. But life doesn’t work like that. Politics doesn’t work like that. Society doesn’t work like that. Everything overlaps. Everything influences everything else.

    This way of seeing things, for me, really started to take shape back in 2016, when I first learned about intersectionality. It changed how I saw the world. It showed me that experiences, struggles, and identities don’t exist in isolation — they intersect, constantly. But over the years, I took that idea further. I started realizing it’s not just identities or systems of oppression that are interconnected — it’s everything. Every person, every structure, every event, every story. It’s all part of a larger web that holds the world together.

    And I think being an ENFJ has helped me see that more clearly. Because ENFJs, by nature, see connections. We feel patterns. We sense emotional undercurrents. We can read people and systems and see how things ripple outward. For me, that’s not just about people — it’s about the world itself. I can see those invisible strings that tie everything together.

    I think that’s why I’m able to predict things sometimes — politically, socially, even personally. When you see the world as a web, you can sense where the next vibration will travel. You can see what’s coming next, not by magic or chance, but by seeing how everything interacts. Like with the government shutdown I’ve written about, or the Hasan drama, or the Zohran connection — all of it, at first glance, might seem separate. But they’re not. They’re part of the same ecosystem of behavior, emotion, power, and consequence.

    Some people might think that’s “too much.” That it’s overanalyzing. But to me, it’s just awareness. I can’t not see it. It’s like once you notice the web, you can’t unsee it — you see every movement, every intersection, every consequence.

    To me, this “web view” isn’t just about understanding politics. It’s about understanding life. The relationships between people, the cause-and-effect of choices, the energy that flows between moments. Everything is a ripple that connects to something else.

    And maybe that’s why I think empathy — real, deep empathy — matters more than anything. Because when you truly understand how everything is connected, you start to see that hurting one person, one group, one cause, ultimately hurts the web as a whole. And helping, healing, or understanding someone does the opposite — it strengthens the whole structure.

    So yeah. To me, the world isn’t a spectrum. It’s not an axis. It’s a web — alive, interwoven, infinitely complex. And I feel like I can see its threads more and more each day.

  • Independence?

    Independence?

    Today is the 4th of July,

    A.k.a Independence Day.

    It is America’s birthday;

    The day that the colonies declared independence from Great Britain.

    At least, that’s what most people think.

    The day Congress voted for independence was July 2nd

    And the day the Declaration of Independence was signed was August 2nd.

    However, the document itself is dated July 4th.

    What is the true day of America’s independence?

    I would say when the vote was made should be that day.

    Whatever the case, July 4th is considered “Independence Day.”

    For the longest time, it was a day of great celebration for me.

    But recently, with police brutality, systemic racism, and a pandemic running rampant,

    And with an inept administration ill-equipped to come up with solutions,

    It really leaves one feeling very disillusioned.

    With millions homeless, uninsured, and starving,

    And with thousands more being treated like second-class citizens,

    Whether they’re naturalized citizens, asylees, refugees, or immigrants,

    It leaves one to wonder if Americans really have independence.

    With millions of people dependent on corporations and the government,

    While others have millions or billions of dollars to spend,

    There’s a real discrepancy in this broken country.

    It’s sad to see.

    It saddens me especially because I’m a mixed minority.

    I have a constant fear of being shot by the police,

    Or being deported because I look like “an illegal.”

    All of that and more make me very fearful.

    So far, I haven’t had to deal with racism and prejudice,

    But I fear, in the future, racism and bigotry will become more severe.

    I fear people will become more open about their hatred towards minorities.

    I fear for my friends, my family, and my loved ones.

    I fear for everyone who’s Asian, black, Latinx, or mixed.

    I also fear for what could happen to me.

    And that leaves me to wonder, is there really independence?

    Is there really independence in this country

    If so many people have to live in constant fear of discrimination, hate, and bigotry?

    I’d say no.

    I’d say we have a long way to go.

    Who knows?

    Maybe racism, sexism, bigotry, and hatred will never go away.

    Maybe they will always be here to stay.

    I hope that’s not the case.

    I hope that one day, we can live in a world free from hate.

    Maybe that will happen. Maybe it won’t.

    All I do know is, it all starts at the individual level.

    I believe that most people are capable of change.

    I believe that most people can change for the better.

    How do they get there?

    I don’t know for sure.

    What I do know is, I want to try to understand people.

    I want to understand why people are the way they are.

    I want to understand why people act the way they do,

    Say the things they do,

    And think the way they do.

    I want to try to understand people.

    By understanding people, meaningful solutions can be reached.

  • Embracing Failure

    Embracing Failure

    Embrace failure. Missteps and roadblocks are inevitable but are ultimately an opportunity to learn, pivot, and go after your goals with new perspective. – Jenny Fleiss

    You may sometimes hear, usually after you fail at something, that you have to accept it and move on. It’s possible for one to accept it, but accepting failure does not necessarily mean that you have completely moved on from it. No. To move on from failure, I believe there is something more that is needed. What is that, you may ask? That is to embrace failure. Yes, you heard me right; embrace failure. Now, at first glance, that may sound masochistic as heck, but hear me out. People aren’t perfect. We have flaws, imperfections, weaknesses, things that we may not be good at, and things that we may not like, and that’s ok. They all are part of what make us unique. Life also isn’t perfect. There’s almost always going to difficulties, challenges, and hardships we need to overcome. The universe and nature are also not perfect. Things break down, things become unstable, things become chaotic. Nothing is perfect. Because nothing is perfect, and because no single individual is perfect, that means, at some point, we are all going to experience failure at some point or another. In fact, failure is biologically guaranteed, because once we die, that’s it! Game over. No more do-overs. Death is inevitable. Even if one were to live a life with little to no challenges and hardships, death is the ultimate failure, because once you stop living, you stop being you. You stop being able to actively do things in this world. You are no longer able to be a part of the world in living form, and because of that, that’s a failure, and it’s a guaranteed one, as well. Thus, in a way, we are all born to fail the moment that we are born. Now, i know what you may be thinking to yourself. You are probably thinking that it sounds depressing as heck, and it definitely may sound that way, if you look at it from a certain perspective. Now, i don’t know what your perspective or outlook on life, death, and failure is, but let me tell you mine. Because we are guaranteed to fail when we die, what can be worse than that? The answer is nothing. And when you take that into account, it really puts one’s problems and troubles into perspective. It sorta makes one’s problems seem small and temporary. Nothing can be more permanent and long-lasting than death. Thus, every failure, every challenge, every shortcoming, every hardship asides death itself can be overcome. Sure, everyone handles failures, challenges, and hardships differently than others, and we may not know how much hardship, failure, and challenges we may face in life, but by remembering that nothing can get worse than death, I believe it is possible to make it through anything that comes your way. Thus, that is why i believe embracing failure will allow one to be able to overcome it. By embracing the ultimate failure that we will all one day die, it has so much potential to minimize the severity of other hardships and challenges we may face in life. Not only that, but by embracing failure, we are also embracing change, because change can come in the form of failure. By embracing failure, one can start seeing failure differently. It could allow one to start seeing the positives that can come about from failure, and it can do so by minimizing the negative aspects of failure. Embracing failure is not an easy thing to do. It takes a lot of time, patience, resilience, and strength to be able to just accept failure, let alone embrace it. However, i believe that one of the keys to happiness is embracing failure, because if you are not worried about the ultimate failure in life, then it is possible to make it through other hardships, challenges, and failures that come your way. Lastly, by embracing failure, it helps one learn to fail gracefully. When one is able to fail gracefully, they are able to pick themselves up, and use their failure as a learning experience or a blessing in disguise.

    I will end things with an excerpt from an article that discusses about embracing failure. I will link the full article below.

    Here are five ways embracing failure can work for you:

    1. We learn some of our best lessons through failure.

    2. Failure inspires us. If we look at it properly and don’t allow it to define us, failure can be a great source of motivation.

    3. Failure teaches us humility. We feel humble after losing and recognize that we are indeed human.

    4. Embracing failure allows us to take more risks. Once we come to terms with having failed and survived, we can take greater risks.

    5. Failure makes success taste even better. We have a better appreciation of success having failed a few times on the way up the ladder.

    https://www.entrepreneur.com/article/244307

  • Social Distancing

    Social Distancing

    Social distance;

    We need the persistence

    To remain hidden

    From the virus pandemic

    That is sweeping the nations

    And to keep fellow citizens

    Safe from the virulent

    Virus that’s killing

    Without prejudice.

    It’s a sad sight to see

    COVID-19

    Destroy families

    And put essential employees

    At risk of catching the disease.

    When will this end?

    Who knows when.

  • Privilege

    Privilege

    Privilege; it’s a thing that exists.

    You can have privilege for being white, male, or cis.

    There’s also privilege for being pretty, tall, or thin.

    There is even privilege for being fucking rich.

    Privilege is everywhere, and it is fucking shit.

    It is a system where you can get judged for the color of your skin and pigments.

    It is a system where men can’t show their emotions.

    It is a system where rich men can pollute the environment.

    It is a system where businesses can lobby the government.

    It is a system where you can be demonized for being an immigrant, poor, or homeless.

    It is a system that causes great division.

    But do not despair; not all is hopeless!

    There is a way; a way we can fix this.

    We must make people aware; aware of their privilege.

    We must make people realize that the problem is systemic,

    And that privilege is not just simply something that one is born in.

    Privilege is something that society has decided.

    Privilege can give people an unfair advantage,

    And can also promote hypocrisy and double standards.

    Those with privilege can get praised for something,

    And if marginalized groups do it,

    Those with privilege have a fit.

    It’s bullshit.

    This shit needs to end.

    It’s time we give a voice to those who are voiceless.

  • A Month Of COVID-19

    A Month Of COVID-19

    It has been a little over a month since COVID-19 lockdowns took into effect. It’s honestly been quite boring, and depressing, not being able to go anywhere. It makes me appreciate people more, even people whom i don’t even know. I miss the crowds on subways and buses. I miss sitting down and eating at a restaurant. I miss going to the movies. I miss it all. 

  • Death

    Death

    Death is a part of life.

    It causes us great strife.

    It takes away our loved ones

    And leaves us all alone.

    It affects us all differently,

    For we have different ways that we grieve,

    But I know that I personally believe

    That death is the end; the end of everything.

    Once someone’s gone, they’re gone for good.

    Maybe there’s a God and an afterlife. Who knows?

    All I do know is that I will always try

    To bring happiness and joy to the people in my life.

    I will try to make the world great in the best way that I can

    By using the gifts and talents that make me who I am.

    I may not be perfect; not in the slightest

    But I strive to be a light; a light that shines brightest

    When I’m surrounded by those who are caring and supportive.

    I don’t like to see people in pain,

    Either physically or emotionally.

    Their pain is something that I want to take away,

    But I know I can’t do that,

    For I’m not superhuman.

    I’m only a man; a man with a plan;

    A plan to see this world be the best world that it can.

    How it will be done, I honestly don’t know.

    What I do know is that I’ll be a light that glows.

    I care about people; always have and always will.

    That’ll never change; at least, I don’t think it will.

    I strive to be better; to be different.

    I want to learn from my own failures, shortcomings, and mistakes.

    I want to be someone that people would want to meet.

    I want to be someone that people could appreciate.

    Even though I don’t expect anything in return,

    I will do anything I can to bring joy to this world,

    So that if I die tomorrow, I’ll be proud of all I’ve done.

    I don’t know what will happen to me when I die.

    All I know is, I’m going to appreciate life and just take things one day at a time.

  • Writer’s Block – It’s The Worst!

    Writer’s Block – It’s The Worst!

    How ironic. I’m writing a blog post about writer’s block. Writer’s block is pretty common among writers. It’s that feeling you get when you want to write, but your mind just doesn’t have anything in you at a particular moment. You don’t have any creative spark that allows your mind to flow freely. It can be annoying. There are two pieces of writing I am working on at the moment. One of them is a blog post. It’s a comparative essay comparing the anime/manga series “One Piece” to Homer’s “The Odyssey.” I know how I want it to go. I have a brief outline and everything. However, I’m only halfway done with it. It’s an interesting concept for my blog, for sure. I want to write more complex and intricate things on my blog. I want to write short stories, essays, opinion pieces, and whatnot. I even want to eventually try my hand at writing article reviews on here and refuting claims made in articles. However, those are things that I will worry about another time. For now, I want to worry about one thing at a time.

    The second thing I’m working on is the novel I want to have published one day. I am not even halfway done with it yet, and it sometimes feels like I get no progress in it. Sometimes, I get a couple of pages done. Other times, I finish maybe a sentence or two. Other times, I may take a hiatus that lasts for weeks, or longer. It sort of just depends on my mood.

    I’m not sure why I get writer’s block. I guess it’s because I sometimes need a break? Or maybe it’s because I just get bored with writing at times, just as how I can get bored with video games, movies, music, tv shows, reading, and anime for long periods at a time, then one day, decide to get back into those things? I don’t know. My mind can be somewhat sporadic like that at times. If I had to guess, I think it could be this; convenience. I chose to do what is most convenient for me during my past time. Most of the time, the hobby that I chose to do during my free time most of the time is watch YouTube. It’s quick, it’s easy, it’s convenient, and you have a seemingly endless supply of content to watch, and you can watch it all from the comfort of your own bed. For me to write, or to play video games, or to read, or to listen to music, or to watch TV shows, movies, or anime, I have to actively do something. With video games and writing, I have to physically sit up and play video games or write, respectively. To read, my eyes have to actively follow along while reading. When listening to music, or watching TV shows, movies, or anime, I have to search up what I want to watch a lot of the time. When it comes to YouTube, however, all I have to do is go to “recommended” or “recently uploaded” on the YouTube homepage on my phone or tablet, and I can easily find something I want to watch from there that is curtailed to something I am interested in. And from there, I can go to the “recommended list” on the side of the video once the video is done. From there, I could get lost for hours watching YouTube videos. It could be quite the addiction, sometimes. I want to limit my YouTube usage, though. I want to do more productive things, like read, or write, or learn another language (mainly Spanish), or anything else that is remotely productive, or at the very least different than what I normally do when I do have free time! Sometimes, however, it is a lot easier to just sit back and watch YouTube for the day or evening.

  • What A Weird Start To 2020

    What A Weird Start To 2020

    So, this year has been quite the interesting year so far, and we’re only 8 days into it! Recently, there were some tensions between the US and Iran (which could still possibly continue well into the future) that had the potential to cause World War III! Admittedly, I was scared; really scared. I was so scared that I thought I was going to die. I thought that my friends and family were going to die. I thought that innocent people who had nothing to do with the tensions between the two nations were going to die. I was scared for a lot of people. It felt as though the weight of the world was on my shoulders! Usually, I am an optimistic individual, but when it comes to the possibility of imminent death, the possibility of losing everyone I know and love, I begin to break down. I was so scared these past few days for the people of the world that I had insomnia, stomach cramps, increased heart rate, and increased breathing rate! It was bad! I thought I was going to have a panic attack due to how much stress I was feeling!

    I had originally made plans to not use social media for the entirety of January, but after hearing about the possibility of an all-out war, I felt I needed to say something! I felt as though my life, the lives of people I care about, and the lives of countless individuals, were on the line! I felt as though it was my duty, my obligation, to speak out against the prospect of going to war with Iran. The last things I had wanted were for me to get drafted and for my loved ones, along with innocent people, to perish in a conflict between two (or possibly more) nations! I was not going to let that shit happen! I was going to use my writing skills to call out the injustices of war! Even if only a few people had read what I wrote, it did not matter to me, because I had felt I was contributing to a greater cause, even if it was to a minute degree! I felt I was a part of a collective, and that I was fighting for something grand; something that was bigger than any one of us by ourselves, and that required our collective effort to combat! In some ways, I felt somewhat heroic. Even though all I did was make comments and share posts on social media, I felt that my actions were having an impact! In some ways, it felt exhilarating! At the same time, though, it was also scary. It was scary because I feared losing the people who I care about most in my life.

    For a lot of people (at least in America, anyways), when they lose someone, they usually have a comfort. They have religion. They have an afterlife to look forward to, and they have their deity/deities and loved ones looking down on them; at least, that’s what they believe! For me, though, not so much. For me, as an atheist, I don’t have the luxury to believe any of that! I don’t have an afterlife to look forward to. I don’t have deities and loved ones looking down on me. All I have to ultimately look forward to is my death, and the death of my loved ones! Once we’re gone, that’s it! We’re done! No more! The end! Lights out! Finito! From my perspective as an atheist, once a person is gone, they’re gone! There’s no coming back. Their consciousness ceases. Their body stops working. They stop existing! To a lot of people, that’s depressing, but to me, that’s just reality. Our world is full of unfairness and cruelty, and that’s just a part of life. It is depressing, but that is just the way things are. In this universe, we are nothing. We are just a blip on a spec on a dot within a sea of chaos and uncertainty! The universe is a chaotic place, and it does not care what happens to any of us. At any moment of any day, it could conceive life just as easily as it can take life away. Nothing lasts forever in this universe. No person lasts forever. One moment we’re here, and the next moment we’re gone! We don’t know when our time is going to be, but when it’s our time, it’s our time, and there is no going back! For some people, such a concept may be hard to accept, but for me, I, for the most part, have accepted it. I have accepted that once I’m gone, I’m never coming back. Sure, I may not know 100% whether there is or isn’t an afterlife, but to me, I’ve seen no evidence. All I see is what we have now. All I see is the world around us, and the people living in this world. Beyond that, I’m clueless, but I am not going to worry about what is or isn’t out there after we die, because to me, we won’t know the answer until after that happens, so why worry about it? Why worry about the possibility of an afterlife existing when you don’t know for sure, and can’t prove it either way? To me, there’s a lot more pertinent things to worry about, like trying to make the world a better place for people to live in! Even though I may not believe in a God, I do believe that it is our responsibility to make the world a better place. We’re here on this Earth, and we’re the ones who make the decisions in this world, so we decide whether or not we want this world to be a world worth living for!

    I may not ever go back to being religious, because to me, I’ve become too skeptical of it. I’ve become skeptical of a lot of things, for that matter! To me, in a world full of liars, cheaters, and manipulators, it is hard to believe anything, or anyone, in this world! It is hard to find people who are honest, people who are caring, people who are kind, people who are loyal, people who are trustworthy, people who are compassionate, people who are loving, people who are empathetic, and people who are selfless, but when I do, I hold onto them. I hold onto them, and cherish every waking moment that I have with them, because one day, they will be gone! Thus, I try to appreciate the people who are in my life, and I try to live my life to the fullest, and live it as though each day were my last!

  • Life and Death

    Life and Death

    This whole thing with the US and Iran

    Has really got me thinking, man!

    It’s got me thinking all about death,

    And how it will one day be the inevitable end!

    We may not know how we’ll die.

    We won’t know when, where, by what, by who, nor why!

    All we do know is that one day, it will be our time!

    I know that I don’t want to die,

    For I still want to experience life!

    There’s still places I want to see,

    And people that I want to meet.

    I want to try new foods to eat,

    And fall in love with the right one for me!

    I want to try interesting things,

    And expand the knowledge in my brain.

    I don’t know what’s beyond the grave,

    Nor do I know how long I’ll stay!

    One thing I do know, I can certainly say,

    Is I’ll live each day like it was my last day,

    And I will do so with a smile on my face!